I had a bad date tonight. It wasn’t terrible, it just wasn’t a guy that I was in to. I hate dating. You go in with such high expectations. And then the date walks in. Your stomach sinks and you wonder how you’re going to get through the the next few hours. Luckily, you remember alcohol. And so you drink too much of it.
My date ended with my walking out on him, practically. He wanted to go out for another drink and I said no.
I’m not emailing TNG. I’m not texting him. But God, I’m thinking of him and hating him. I liked him so much! I remember our first date, and texting my best friend saying that I was having the best first date. I remember that we hit it off immediately. I just want to feel that again! WTF???
Okay, I’m done. I know that I will not meet another match until I can get over TNG. B ut for now, I’m not and I can’t and I don’t know what to do.
