So here it is. 12:24. I’m a bit drunk. I had a date tonight. It went well. We had a fabulous meal. Most of which I’m eating right now, at home by myself. Ridiculous. But damn, it’s good. And once again. I’m reminded of just how damn much I love being with Mr. Married and how DAMN much that sucks. At the end of my date tonight, I was saying good bye, and that if he wanted, I’d be interested in getting together again. He totally called me out. ”You’re not in to this” he said. And he’s right. I’m in love with my married boyfriend and he could tell. My heart is not in it. There’s one place and one person I want to be with. It SUCKS!
August 29, 2008...11:28 pm
Single…. and hating it
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