July 4, 2008...10:20 pm

Life as it used to be

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It’s July 4th.  I remember where I was – and who I was with – last year on this date.  I was in Ireland, with my husband.  Today was hard.  But, I guess, no harder or easier than any other day.  I’m just remembering the 4th of July’s of years past.  God, it made me so sad.  I had such a good time, so much fun with so many friends, but not the same as the past however many years with my husband.  I’m so sad right now.  Way too drunk to be typing, so I’m going to stop.  Just please, please husband- know how much I miss you and wish I could talk to you.  You’ll honestly never know the pain in my heart right now.

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